So, apparently, part of the journey is pain. Good grief! So much pain that my stomach hurts. Pain pills barely touch it. Down to 120 pounds. I'm stronger than this. Surgery was worth it. Had to get the cancer out of there, but so tired of hurting. Pain, pain, go away, and never come the fuck back! Seriously! Can I please move on to the next step in the journey now? I'm ready for whatever it is. Done so done with this. Barely able to move all day. What's the lesson here? I am strong? I am Wonder Woman? I can do this? OK I believe you! I just don't want to do it anymore. Want to be healthy and comfortable. Want to scrub my house from top to bottom and play with my grandson. Want to workout and work in my yard. I'm going to do those things and soon! Fuck you pain! I'm better than you!
10/12/14
So, apparently, part of the journey is pain. Good grief! So much pain that my stomach hurts. Pain pills barely touch it. Down to 120 pounds. I'm stronger than this. Surgery was worth it. Had to get the cancer out of there, but so tired of hurting. Pain, pain, go away, and never come the fuck back! Seriously! Can I please move on to the next step in the journey now? I'm ready for whatever it is. Done so done with this. Barely able to move all day. What's the lesson here? I am strong? I am Wonder Woman? I can do this? OK I believe you! I just don't want to do it anymore. Want to be healthy and comfortable. Want to scrub my house from top to bottom and play with my grandson. Want to workout and work in my yard. I'm going to do those things and soon! Fuck you pain! I'm better than you!
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