I haven't wanted to share this, because I do not want to be defined by illness. In my attempt to always be positive, I have been in denial about one of my pot holes. I've simply been driving around it or completely taking a different road instead of filling up the hole. Ever since I HAD cancer (notice the "had"), I have struggled with anemia. Actually, I've always been a little on the anemic side, but it's been a battle for the last couple of years. For the past two months, my blood levels have spiraled out of control. My iron levels are currently at 2%. For those of you that know what that means, please don't fret. I just got back from the doctor's office, and I am beginning weekly infusions next week. So, it's all good. Cal trans ain't got nothing on me. Here's the thing, though. Here's the reason I decided I need to share this with you. There is always light in the darkness.
Here's my take on driving those bumpy roads that we occasionally have to travel in life. Find the good. The next time you hit the curb, try this little exercise:
Fill the Potholes:
1. Find the message in the experience.
2. What is it that I am supposed to learn from this situation?
3. Discover the gift in this occurrence.
4. Where should I place my focus in this particular instance?
5. What is the most loving thing I can do for myself and for others right now?
6. If there was nothing to fear, how would I attack this situation?
7. If I knew that I could not fail, what would I do now?
See? It's not all bad. Walk in the light, my friends. Much love!
P.S.
If you're interested in what it means to be anemic, check out the resources pages. There is some really good information there.